Tis been a lazy week, but I finally got back to my self yesterday. I think I'm finally settling in to this place? No no, me settle? psh!
I my math group won in the game we played today! How very exciting! I think I did respectable on a science test and I bombed the spanish test I never studied for. It was amusing though because I had to write (in spanish) about an activite I did recently that included some kind of sport. Well, I decided to tell of my running with the buffalos and how they are terrible singers XP Good thing I can retake spanish tests, eh? Hardy Har. . .
Well we are on to mid-winter break just now. I'm looking forward to it :] Also looking forward to my english group getting together on monday to finish our shakespeare reading. We're doing Much Ado About Nothing and it is quite enjoyable, I must say Great group this time around too! ^^
Mkay as far as stories go, I should be posting one in the week after next. It's finished now, but I'd like my english teacher to take a look at it first before I do anything with it because it is the one I'm including in my application. :3 I might scrap together some new piece and display it this week, but I secertly hope to be too busy this week for such things XP I also have a lot of reading I need to get through, OH NO!
Ah well, it's nice to be in better spirits, shall we make it last? <333

Big yawn, very sleep tonight pals. Just about to curl up to get some sleep, but I thought an update would be nice. I can't say much has changed, even my feelings towards it all, but for the moment I'm at peace. Sometimes that's the best thing of all to hold on to,

Alright to be quite honest. I cry all the time. Worried about school, my boyfriend, my friends, my family, my future. All rather scary thoughts lately. With luck this will be the week to break the mold. I'll wake up feel all refreshed. Relish my day off from school and get some real work done, something like that.
I must admit, it was nice to just get a picture up here. No matter how much it sucks xD
It was fun to use a new camera too. My Dad's tends have trouble stablizing and without a new memory stick, it can't hold as many pictures as I'm use to shooting with, but it makes me really decide what is good and what leaves something to be desired.
At the moment it seems my life is what leaves something to be desired, but it will get better soon. Why you ask? It has to get better because I have to cheer up! I've been down on myself and leaving my emotions in other's hands. I need to take some kind of control and get back to my life again. Things will be looking up soon. :]

*Sigh* Life has been tough, I'm not taking it well lately. I need a break and I am lucky enough to be looking at a small one tomorrow, but only to but shoved violently back into reality as soon as the car pulls into the drive way to pick me up. I want happiness back.
I'm trying to be happy, I really think I am. School is too much at times with finals and semster ending, family is always yelling and fighting, and I'd just like the familar comforts to return to. Alas, no such luck there.
I miss my camera terribly. I'm trying to get a job before march so maybe then I can start saving up.
Tell tomorrow will look brighter, won't you? Hmm. . .
I don't have anything planned for the weekend, so perhaps I'll just use it to rest, resting would be nice.

Well I've finally gotten a piece out, it's been so long. I hope it's not complete crap, but than again, is is mine right? XD Maybe I could take a creative writing class up at the college or something, because at this point, anything would due me good.

I've finally got internet on to my laptop, so I can be on more and submit the pieces I have saved here to the site (after I fix them up a bit).

My future looks doomed when your looking at my writing as I tell you I want to be a novelist. I had a good day today, but it appears that thought has got me down a bit. Nothing I've turned out appears to be in the least bit good. What with the lack of detail, plot, intrigue, grammar, and just about all everything else I'm not looking to good. ><;;

Well, perhaps if I start working harder things will begin to look up. Yes, something to that effect. . .